27歲的我,已經輸了4000萬

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我今年27歲,還算年輕吧,但我覺得我已經老了幾十歲。人生似乎已經失去了色彩,充滿了灰暗……

 

一年前的我原本有一個很多人都羡慕的人生。雖然也有自己的努力,但畢竟創業初期還是靠家裡人,也算半個富二代吧。從小到大似乎都是泡在蜜糖裡的,家庭優越,成績優秀,周圍充斥的都是各種各樣的恭維奉承……在父輩的幫助下,大學剛畢業就創建了屬於自己的公司,不到三年就賺了兩千多萬(只是自己賺取的,還不算家裡給的錢)。開頂級跑車,住豪華別墅,甚至連剛認識幾天的女人都出手就送一部價值十幾萬的VERTU手機。去年初結婚的時候,光是置辦酒席就花了400多萬……也許和其他“正宗”富二代相比算不了什麼,但這樣的人生,究竟還有什麼不滿的呢?

 

也許人生太順利了,也許我不知道什麼是挫折,也許我覺得人生缺少了刺激。去年4月,一次偶然的機會我到澳門談一筆生意,晚飯後客戶提議去新開業不久的威尼斯人度假村酒店消遣消遣。這家酒店是目前全世界最大的賭場了,其豪華程度也讓人嘆為觀止,那也是我第一次踏進賭場,第一次賭博,也從此踏上了我毀滅自己人生的道路……

 

如果那晚我沒看著客戶一晚上就贏了我公司一年的利潤……

 

如果那晚我沒抱著試一試的心態去玩那萬惡的“百家哭”……

 

如果那晚我沒走狗屎運居然就胡亂押贏了兩百萬……

 

如果……唉,太多的如果,如果這個世界真的有網絡小說裡流行的“穿越”,我不要回到過去當什麼皇帝,也不要去什麼異世界當什麼巫妖王……我願意用我的所有甚至生命回到一年前,回到踏入賭場前的那一晚

 

別以為我不知道賭博的危害,也別以為我沒聽說過“十賭九輸”,包括何鴻燊那句“不怕你精,不怕你呆,不怕你贏,就怕你不來”的名言好幾年前我就知曉。甚至我還嘲笑過那些因為賭博輸的傾家蕩產的人……但真正進入其中,你才知道有些時候知道和明白並不代表你就能經得起**,經得起大贏大輸的興奮刺激……

 

賭博,如果只是輸,那沒人會去玩。

 

賭博,如果沒有贏錢的時候,也不會有人沉迷其中無法自拔。

 

賭博真正的厲害之處是它讓你在贏錢中越陷越深,一點一點的消磨你的青春,毀滅你的人生。

 

那天晚上我在禦匾會(PAIZA)的一個貴賓廳,先是坐在客戶身邊看他玩百家樂,當時他帶了大概300來萬吧,在櫃檯換了幾十個面額一萬,十萬,五十萬不等的五顏六色的籌碼。記得我還仔細把玩了很久那枚圓圓的大約比硬幣大兩倍的藍色五十萬面額的籌碼,印象很深的是那枚籌碼也許用的久了,邊緣處有條隱約的裂縫,我當時還開玩笑的說這可是吃人的大嘴……

 

沒有受我烏鴉嘴的影響,客戶當晚手氣很順,雖然也就幾萬最多十萬一注的“小試身手”,短短幾個小時,也就三靴牌的時間他就贏了將近五百萬。真的讓我很震撼,感覺這錢來的似乎太容易了些,想想父母艱辛的創業,想想自己還沉醉在一年幾百萬的小公司,抱著試一試的心態,我也到櫃檯去換來了一枚五十萬的籌碼。在客戶“熱心”指導下,我將籌碼打散分成一萬,十萬不等的幾份,跟著客戶押起了“莊,閑”。百家樂真的是一種讓人上癮的賭博遊戲,特別是自己開牌的時候,拿著牌邊不停的吹呀頂的,還有人在旁邊鼓勁加油,看著自己開出89點的得意,看著自己開出01點的嘆息,還有8點贏7點,7點贏6點甚至1點贏0點的“叉燒”,真的很刺激很過癮。而且也許上天特別照顧第一次玩的人吧,就我這樣的新手,不要說什麼大眼仔路,小路,蟑螂路了,就連最簡單的大路我都看得雲裡霧裡不知所云,居然也讓我稀裡糊塗的一晚上贏了200萬,早上離開賭場回酒店休息的時候,拿著櫃檯換回的一大摞十萬一紮的新嶄嶄的千元港幣鈔票,簡直都不知道路怎麼走了。第二天晚上客戶離開了澳門,我又拿著錢進了那個賭廳,這次我膽子更大了,覺得自己就是電影裡的賭神,覺得自己頭腦好,資本充實,每一注都沒小過十萬,還有好幾次“孖寶”100萬,200萬的,這晚更邪門,簡直就好像我能預知莊閑規律似的,也學會了怎麼看各種路盤,我印象最深的就是第二靴牌的那個長莊,大概開了有167口的樣子,就那“一條龍”我就贏了800萬。賭到下半夜,也許手氣不好了,也許是路太亂了(我從沒去想過什麼數學規律,什麼零和法則,輸了都以為是自己的運氣不好或者技術不過關造成的),贏的錢縮水了,不過那時我還很懂得控制,也覺得自己很聰明,知道見好就收,看到籌碼在600萬左右停住就上不去了,就回房間休息了,次日帶著這筆錢就興高采烈的回家了。(賭場裡面有專門做把港幣換算**民幣通過網銀匯入你指定銀行卡上生意的人,收一定手續費,所以不用擔心帶不出關)

 

這次的經歷徹底讓我改變了,回到公司覺得做什麼都沒意思,看著以前還自豪的不得了的一筆筆幾十萬的“小利”,覺得不過如此。在家休息了沒幾天,騙老婆說生意需要還得去趟澳門,又著急忙慌的飛了過去。這次輸了200萬,不過僅僅是輸了上次贏得錢的一半,覺得是正常的回潮。絲毫沒有引起警惕,還越發的研究起了各種路盤資料,各種賭博教學的書籍。我始終相信沒有我戰勝不了的東西,覺得憑著自己的聰明與勤奮“學習研究”,賭博賺大錢簡直是輕而易舉。

 

這就是開始,如果第一晚那50萬輸了多好,我也許就不會再踏入這個鬼地方了。我在威尼斯人禦匾會貴賓廳成了真正的貴賓,每次來都有專車接送出入關閘,還坐了十幾次直升機和噴氣式客機。賭場還送豪華套房和隨便你怎麼吃的各種美食。對了,還有在葡京酒店那些**入骨的“去去妹”和英皇娛樂那些**服務的公關,還有一群專門為我服務的洗碼仔殷勤的跑上跑下提鞋拿包……為了在輸了以後轉運,我就換間賭場玩,大半年時間我幾乎在澳門所有賭場都玩過,新葡京,星際,新濠天地,金沙,還有才開沒多久的海立方。甚至小到沒什麼名氣的金龍,凱利等都留下了我的足跡。最多的時候,我贏了大約有1500萬左右,不過從去年8月開始,我就開始一點點的輸回去了,當然也不是一直輸,因為經常在儲蓄卡上進進出出,感覺也不是很明顯,到意識到自己已經把本錢都輸了快1000萬的時候,已經無法自拔了。

 

具體過程我就不詳細說了,反正今年春節的時候公司倒閉了,還欠了葡京賭場400萬,金沙賭場250萬,威尼斯人禦匾會600萬。之後我把名下的兩輛跑車和一套上海黃埔區的別墅賣了還了債,又找了各種藉口向父母前前後後要了1300萬,最後都投入了這個無底深淵。4月份,老婆和我離了婚,要了我最後一套住房。父母也知道了我在澳門賭博的事情,把我趕出了家門。雖然母親私底下還是心軟偷偷把父親公司的錢取出來給我用,也塞給我幾張臨時辦的銀行卡讓我去還賭債,但這也沒讓我醒悟,最後還利用自己的身份騙取了父親公司出納的信任把800萬貨款取出來去賭,這也最後導致了父親公司資金鏈斷裂,父母辛苦一輩子打拼出來的家業也被我弄垮了,甚至連父母住的房子也被我悄悄賣了,害的父母親現在只能暫時住在姑姑家裡。父親已經氣的一病不起,母親也再也不理我了。親戚朋友除了很鐵不成鋼或者罵我幾句,也沒有什麼辦法,就連不久前幾個舅舅看著不忍心拼命湊來給我重新創業和過日子的錢300來萬也被我在上周“慷慨”的送給了新濠天地盈動會……我是徹底知道了什麼是眾叛親離…

 

22萬的VERTU手機我賣了4萬,這之前已經在當鋪當過五六次了。這次是實在拿不出錢贖回,就乾脆賣掉了。

 

兩塊百達翡麗手錶和一塊江詩丹頓手錶我更是“大方”的只賣了20萬。

 

各種白金黃金項鏈,鑽石戒指什麼的更不要說了,反正能當能賣的我幾乎就沒留下一根毛。

 

現在是201494日淩晨5點。我在珠海的一家小旅館用筆記本電腦寫下上面這些我的故事(之所以在珠海,大家看下地圖就知道為什麼了),現在我身上還有64元錢,銀行卡上還有171.80元。也許是一天沒吃東西太餓了睡不著,也許是實在連睡覺都沒了心情……總之,我突然就想把這些事情寫下來,寫出我是怎麼親手毀滅我的生活的。我決定戒賭,重新振作,但我很迷茫,我不知道我該怎麼開始,也許早上退了房間我會去珠海找個工地賣賣力氣吧,至少先把吃住解決了……我寫下這個帖子,作為自己戒賭重新奮鬥的立證。希望也能給現在或者將要去試試賭博的朋友們提個醒。即使你比我有錢一百倍,比我聰明一萬倍,有些東西還是不要去觸碰的。這根本不是輸了就不玩或者自己覺得自己意志力好或者覺得只是去娛樂娛樂就能避免悲慘命運的東西,這個東西和吸毒沒什麼區別,沾上了也許就能害了你……

 

最後,再說一次上面那句話,如果這個世界真的有網絡小說裡流行的“穿越”,我不要回到過去當什麼皇帝,也不要去什麼異世界當什麼巫妖王……我願意用我的所有甚至生命回到一年前,回到踏入賭場前的那一晚……

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100萬虧損50%就成了50萬,50萬增值到100萬卻要盈利100%才行。每一次的成功,只會使你邁出一小步。
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